Once Upon A Time..

Once upon a time..

In a land far far away...

 

kuPii & sHusHu

Today was...........

Hmm.. I just realized. It's been quite a while since I sang you to sleep, sHusHu. kuPii do it tonight? Gonna study..

Exams are asses. Blahh. Gonna have physics and chemistry tomorrow. Aiming for a pass. HAAHAHAHAHA! As Lynn puts it: The older we get, the Lower we aim. It used to be getting PERFECT scores back then in primary school. Come early secondary, we started aiming for A's. 70s-80s. Come Form 4, we HOPE we can manage a pass. Hahahaha. Sucks..

Today was weird. Got so little sleep, then when I tried to open the room door to take a shower, I appearantly blacked out. Not that I remembered. When i open my eyes could feel my body all numb and my brain blurr2. Hahahaha. I still went to school tho. For the sake of taking exams. Guai right... =))

Trying to understand physics now. Inertia, Momentum, Scalar & Vector and all that crap. Sigh..

Ka eLLa n mBa aYu coming in tomorrow!! YAY~!!! Gonna bully them into buying me Starbux and such. Hehehehehe..

Cheers~

kuPii & sHusHu

 

:)

xoxoxo

ASSesment Test

Hallelujaaaah!! *drum roll*

It's here! It's finally here!!

The ASSesment Test!! Hahahahahahaa!! *thunderous claps*

Welcome to the fate of Lodge's Form 4 Science students. We face the task of passing exams to still hold the title of Lodge's Form 4 Science student. Sigh..

Good luck to all F4's who share my same fate tomorrow. Hope against hope that no one'll be thrown to the Art's side. Tomorrow's Add Maths and *sigh* Biology. Thursday's Chemistry and *huge sigh* Physics. Sigh..

Gotta start studying now. Yes, I haven't started yet.

Cheers~

The Conclusion..

12 hours..

66 pills..

and 1 glass of wine later....

I'm still here. I will be here from now on. I changed my mind, I'm not a coward. I will ACE my fears. Thank you my baby sHusHu for making me realize this. I love you honey. Love Love Love you.

xoxoxoxoxo

 

~ kuPii sHusHu ~

One night away..

Dearest sHasHa..

  Hey honey :) my sHusHu honey.. Guess the kuPii_sHusHu 90deg Inc. will never work out now, eh? :) I'm sorry i couldn't keep my part of the pinky pwomish with a kish.. Baby, u take care okay.. I love you so much.. It's okay that I had to go on my own terms, baby i don't blame you. I dont.. Remember your promise to him. Keep it. Please.

  Baby, thanks for everything okay.. It truly was Lady Luck being real extra generous on me the day we became friends :) Thank you for the great weekend honey, thank you for the friendship, thank you for the love you gave, thank you for caring, thank you for being my friend. Thank you for always being there for me, for always sticking up to me, teaching me, loving me, entertaining me, caring for me. Thank you baby. I love you.

  Honey, you get well soon okay.. I know the operation will work out. I know it will. You keep holding on and wait for it okay? Wait for the reward that comes. It'll come soon. I guess it wasn't me, nor him, nor the boys. Something better's on its way deary, you just wait okay?

  sHusHu dear, go for your dream alright? I know you can make it. You're strong, baby. I love you, despite all I did, all I've done to you. I love you deary, you're my BFF. Always and Forever.

  All those dates, those period of times we bookmarked, cherish it ya..? Remember me sometimes, honey.. Please?.. Especially 02.11.2009. :) and yes, last weekend. i LOVED it honey, and you know why. Only you know.

  Remember I Love You.

Lynn,

  Giiiiiiirrrlll it's been great knowing you!! Be good aite, study hard!! SLEEP TIGHT and i mean it :) hehehe.. and hey, do some soul searching aite. You need it. HAHAHAHA i'm one to talk. LOL. Anyway, do take care, xoxoxoxo!

Ivory n Mich,

  Thanks so much for always being there for me, dears. For making me get A in Science for PMR n UPSR (ivory) and for teaching me add maths! (Michie)  Love you both, study hard for SPM!!

  Ivory, you'll get into BRATs. You're like this writer, brimming with talent!! Love your stories!! Keep writing dear, don't give up on your studies okay? You'll make it :)

  Jie, sorry didn't get the chance to go eat pijja with you :) Watch your food deary, not too much cheesecakes!! Hahahahaha..

Love you both dears, mwaaahhhxx!!

Tyng,

  Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyy, u gotta love ANAT and i mean it!! hahahahahaa. don't simply jab ur patients okay, nurse? Scared la i.. hehehehe.. You rock when you're driving, girl!!! The tyng we all know *TRANSFORM* when behind the wheels. HAHAAHAHAHAHAHAA!! Keep loving the roundabouts, drive safe! Love ya, cutie!! :D

Mba Ayu,

  Dear, never give up. Go for your dreams. You deserve better :) love you. love you. love you.

Ka eLLa,

  Words cant describe how grateful I am to have a sis like you, darling. You're vintage, you're unique, you're one-of-a-kind. You're fantastic, you're crazy, you're a genius, you're everything!! Don't worry what they say dear, you're talented. I love your music. Don't sleep so late at night honey, eat properly!~ i Luph you~

Mum & Dad,

  I'm sorry I didn't turn out as planned. I'm not smart, I'm not religious, I'm not even normal! I failed where I should have aced, I'm sorry you had to have a child like me. I guess it was wrong on your part to send me away from home at such a young age. You don't even know me. How could you have known I'm someone who likes you both more being around physically? That it would've helped my mental growth to be with you? No, Grandma and Grandpa can't replace you. They're not my parents. You both are. I didn't have a childhood. I dont know my parents. I know what the world knows about you, but nothing more. Ask Edi, ask Ka eLLa. You don't know how much I used to cry wanting to go home. Guess you'll never know. Nevertheless, thank you for giving me a chance to live. I love you as much as I can love a familiar stranger. Do take care.

Edi,

  Be a good boy. Study hard. Don't waste that brain of yours. Lose weight! You're gonna be this tall, dark and handsome guy one day :) hehehe. we hope. take care lil' bro, lots of love..

God forbid

Lots of love,

eYiN~

kuPii & sHusHu's weeKenD

Had a fantastic weekend!! Thanks sHusHu for making it a great one =)  only u and i know what happened during ur 3 day stay hon, and it's gonna stay that way. i LOVE LOVE LOVE you!!

Yes, am gonna print and edit all our camwhoring photos :D :D :D

camwhoring in SH...

*big grin*

P/S: i ate ur remaining donut. sorrryyyyy!!!!!!

xoxoxoxoxo <3

GOOGLE FAIL!!!!

some real funny Google suggestions :D :D :D
HAHAHAHAHAHA! enjoy!! =))

 

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

credits to http://nedhardy.com/2009/12/01/10-funny-google-search-suggestions/

cheers~

To the Homework brood...

*turning REBELLIOUS STUDENT mode ON*

Dear homework, 

  You have really let yourself go over the years. In kindergarten, I loved when you were slim and petite...but now... you should really go on a diet.

xoxoxo, eYiN

 

We Need More Students Like This!

 

say NO to HOMEWORK!

 

it causes SEVERE brain damage.

so PLEASE. support the movement of the Student Ministry. say NO to HOMEWORK.

-this is crucial to ensure that our generation SURVIVES to see our grandchildren-

THANK YOU.

cheers~

100 days...

WE'VE ALMOST REACHED 100 DAYS!! *applause applause* *thunderous claps*
lets do a countdown aite?
thats EIGHT (8) down!!
fuyoh~~

dyou know how crazy it is living this way. how tiring. how painful. dyou know how hurting it is to sleep, thinking ur still there, and waking up to know that you're gone? dyou know i hate those emails of yours? do you? please consider. thanks. i love you.

Man Utd 3 AC Milan 2

GLORY GLORY MAN UTD!! Congrats on finally downing AC Milan!!

MANCHESTER UNITED FC

The hero of the day, WAYNE ROONEY! scored 2 goals and made the Red Devils proud =)

 

Wayne Rooney controlling the ball against 2 AC Milan players

Heading in his first goal =)

Glory glory Man Utd

As the Reds go marching ON ON ON!!!!!!!!

i ' v e A C E D m y F E A R S

The past few nights spent talking with cHiBbz sHasHa made me think, review and curse n swear scrutinize my choices.

Have decided to change the blog's name from UNDEFINED to i ' v e A C E D m y F E A R S cuz i'm not undefined anymore - i've made choices that helps me fight the tides of life. Note that instead of i ' v e F A C E D m y F E A R S i decided to name it i ' v e A C E D m y F E A R S. This is of course, because i've not only FACED the fears i have, i have ACED them too.


Without realizing, it's already the middle of February. OMGOSH. i'm gonna turn 16 soon. NOT a happy thought, i tell you! HAHAHAHA. Closer to the age of an 8-5 routine and bla3. Not that I'm aiming to get an 8-5 job. NO way. Gonna live my life to the oh-so-not-ordinary way even after passing F5.

WHO WANTS TO BE NORMAL?

Not me.

Currently waiting for cHibBz sHasHa to wake up, get home, take a shower, and get well enough to talk2 with me. Miss her :)

xoxoxo

To Realize...

To realize The value of a sister:
Ask someone Who doesn’t have one.

To realize The value of ten years:
Ask a newly Divorced couple.

To realize The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.

To realize The value of one year:
Ask a student who Has failed a final exam.

To realize The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.

To realize The value of one month:
Ask a mother who has Given birth to a premature baby.

To realize The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.

To realize The value of one minute:
Ask a person
Who has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize The value of one-second:Ask a person
Who has survived an accident.

To realize The value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has
Won a silver medal in the Olympics.

To realize the value of a friend
Lose one.

Being Philosophical =)

When you truly love someone,
You don't look for faults
You don't look for answers
You don't look for mistakes.

Instead,
You fight the mistakes
Accept the faults
and Overlook the excuses.

Never abandon an old friend.
You can never find one who will take his/her place.

Friendship is like wine
It gets better as it grows older.~

sHasHa

hey baby girl..
how u doing hmm?.. everything okay?

darling..
know that i love you okay?
whenever things go wrong, when they treat u bad, when they give u hell, know that i still love u.
and dear?
keep being the patient loving person u are.
cuz life's like a wheel. u'll be happy soon baby dear ya..
i love you.
remember the notebook.

:)

xoxoxoxo
eYiN

Happy Valentine's Day dear..

hey honey... it's been a month since u left..
i'm sorry, but i cant break the habit of thinking ur still my boyfriend :)
anyway sayang..
its CNY tomoro! u knew that, didn't u? n yeah, valentine's too..

remember last valentine's when u asked me out, and i rejected?
tat was for the fun of it dear, really..
it's not like i'm interested in da bastard or anything, promise!
just wanted to piss u off. keenen's idea.

but now..
i regret not going with u, darling..
i didn't know that it was the one and only Valentine's day i'll ever have the chance to be with u.
yeah, i know.. we did get some alone time that night..
but it's just....not what u wanted, right..?
i'm so sorry dear..

yes, i know..
i've been calling u darling this whole post..
i'm sorry..
you know that i love you ya?..
and i thank u for everything..
cuz i know, i'll never get another like u.

eventho it was just acting
honey
it made me feel loved
so loved.

thank u baby dear..
happy valentine's day..
i love u..

WHEEEEEE!!

CNY CNY SEE-EENNN-WWAAIII!!!
hahahaha.. not tat am gonna go around collecting $$ or eating my heart out.
NOOOOO!!
gonna spend CNY studying my ass off!!
quite amused by it..
hmm.
hoping n praying tat sha'll be able to come over. *cross fingers*

LIFE IS LIKE A BLACK MAN'S LEFT FOOT
it ain't RIGHT,
and it ain't FAIR.

:D

arrgghh..
got sick again today..
bladi dammit.. stupid immune system..
huff..

@.@

bullcrap. am so bloody confused. damn. this time, no one can help.
am in a bloody dilemma. to trust, or not to trust?
sh*t.