i ' v e A C E D m y F E A R S

The past few nights spent talking with cHiBbz sHasHa made me think, review and curse n swear scrutinize my choices.

Have decided to change the blog's name from UNDEFINED to i ' v e A C E D m y F E A R S cuz i'm not undefined anymore - i've made choices that helps me fight the tides of life. Note that instead of i ' v e F A C E D m y F E A R S i decided to name it i ' v e A C E D m y F E A R S. This is of course, because i've not only FACED the fears i have, i have ACED them too.


Without realizing, it's already the middle of February. OMGOSH. i'm gonna turn 16 soon. NOT a happy thought, i tell you! HAHAHAHA. Closer to the age of an 8-5 routine and bla3. Not that I'm aiming to get an 8-5 job. NO way. Gonna live my life to the oh-so-not-ordinary way even after passing F5.

WHO WANTS TO BE NORMAL?

Not me.

Currently waiting for cHibBz sHasHa to wake up, get home, take a shower, and get well enough to talk2 with me. Miss her :)

xoxoxo

To Realize...

To realize The value of a sister:
Ask someone Who doesn’t have one.

To realize The value of ten years:
Ask a newly Divorced couple.

To realize The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.

To realize The value of one year:
Ask a student who Has failed a final exam.

To realize The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.

To realize The value of one month:
Ask a mother who has Given birth to a premature baby.

To realize The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.

To realize The value of one minute:
Ask a person
Who has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize The value of one-second:Ask a person
Who has survived an accident.

To realize The value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has
Won a silver medal in the Olympics.

To realize the value of a friend
Lose one.

Being Philosophical =)

When you truly love someone,
You don't look for faults
You don't look for answers
You don't look for mistakes.

Instead,
You fight the mistakes
Accept the faults
and Overlook the excuses.

Never abandon an old friend.
You can never find one who will take his/her place.

Friendship is like wine
It gets better as it grows older.~

sHasHa

hey baby girl..
how u doing hmm?.. everything okay?

darling..
know that i love you okay?
whenever things go wrong, when they treat u bad, when they give u hell, know that i still love u.
and dear?
keep being the patient loving person u are.
cuz life's like a wheel. u'll be happy soon baby dear ya..
i love you.
remember the notebook.

:)

xoxoxoxo
eYiN

Happy Valentine's Day dear..

hey honey... it's been a month since u left..
i'm sorry, but i cant break the habit of thinking ur still my boyfriend :)
anyway sayang..
its CNY tomoro! u knew that, didn't u? n yeah, valentine's too..

remember last valentine's when u asked me out, and i rejected?
tat was for the fun of it dear, really..
it's not like i'm interested in da bastard or anything, promise!
just wanted to piss u off. keenen's idea.

but now..
i regret not going with u, darling..
i didn't know that it was the one and only Valentine's day i'll ever have the chance to be with u.
yeah, i know.. we did get some alone time that night..
but it's just....not what u wanted, right..?
i'm so sorry dear..

yes, i know..
i've been calling u darling this whole post..
i'm sorry..
you know that i love you ya?..
and i thank u for everything..
cuz i know, i'll never get another like u.

eventho it was just acting
honey
it made me feel loved
so loved.

thank u baby dear..
happy valentine's day..
i love u..

WHEEEEEE!!

CNY CNY SEE-EENNN-WWAAIII!!!
hahahaha.. not tat am gonna go around collecting $$ or eating my heart out.
NOOOOO!!
gonna spend CNY studying my ass off!!
quite amused by it..
hmm.
hoping n praying tat sha'll be able to come over. *cross fingers*

LIFE IS LIKE A BLACK MAN'S LEFT FOOT
it ain't RIGHT,
and it ain't FAIR.

:D

arrgghh..
got sick again today..
bladi dammit.. stupid immune system..
huff..

@.@

bullcrap. am so bloody confused. damn. this time, no one can help.
am in a bloody dilemma. to trust, or not to trust?
sh*t.